I tried. I tried so hard I think it just pushed you away. I didn’t mean to though. I wanted you to stay. I wanted this to last. For how long? I don’t know. I wanted you. I didn’t want this to end. I didn’t want you to leave. I didn’t want you to walk away. If I could go back, I would have never let this happen. I would have never let you drive off. I would have never told you it was over. I would have never said the things I said. I hope things start to get better. Someway, somehow, someday. I just don’t like feeling this way. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to let you go. I never meant to do a lot of things. All I know is that I still care and I’m still here. If I could turn back the hands of time. I’d do so in a heartbeat. Sorry.
Who cares if you fucking rolled or got stoned at a party or got fucking drunk or said something offensive and pissed someone off, who cares if you are the highlight of someones conversation for two fucking weeks, who cares if you’re called a slut for having fun. I’d rather not be remembered as a prude. The fact of the matter is, all these people won’t even matter two years from now. I don’t need to fucking fit in. I feel sorry for all the people who try to hard. You’re young. and I’m happy with all the shit I’ve experienced and all the people I’ve met along the way. I don’t give a shit about any ones opinions. You can stick them up your ass for all I care. You don’t have to like me. I don’t need you too. You will have done nothing for me other than put my name in your mouth. I am never going to fucking need you and if I ever will then that makes you a FRIEND. Other than that, fuck you, fuck what you think about me, and fuck your negative bullshit. I’m having fun, I’m living life, I’m enjoying every second of my existence, shit happens.
Pretty Legit Night. Datsik, Big Chocolate, and Crizzly. Nigga that’s what I’m talking out. Dubstep, mosh pits, dancing, and head banging! >;D
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse.
I’ll never know what that feels like..
Probably because my best friend is a big jealous lesbian..lol
I AM NOT A BIG JEALOUS LESBIAN. <3
Vivians Book. <3
